CONTROL

There are certain things that cannot be controlled. I cannot control how people should think of me but I can control how I can think of them.

Why should I allow a person's perception about me bother me so much,  when I have lived with me all my life,  quarrelled wiith me,  rejoiced with me,  prayed with me and have gotten naughty with me😊
Only me should allow me absorb what I should absorb.

Maybe I  need to be cautioned,  I need to be told that where I am headed is going to lead me to my water loo.  Yes,  those that love you won't let you go astray . They are the ones who take your case to God in prayer.

They pray for you because they want your creator to take charge over your life before it gets damaged beyond repair (death)  . The creator is a silent worker,  He does not turn the world upside down when He wants to act upon a request.  He takes His time to convince you on why the way you are going is not the best.

But humans are impatient with the change they clamor,  'it is either now or never ' they will say.  Always quick to point fingers at you for sinning differently, not being able to control you drives them crazy .

I cannot be responsible for anybody's thought,  that is why it is their thought,  it is their burden to carry not mine.  All I need to do is mind my thoughts so that when they reflect in my actions they will portray the light I have inside.